Shaking Rage

I am literally shaking with rage. I have never been this hurt or this angry ever before in my life.  My veins are filled with ice and I'm shaking from head to toe.  Not from cold, I thought so too.  Terrible rage.

He disgusts me to my core.  How can we related and he be so revolting? Not his physical appearance, but his insides.  He is SO unpleasant and a complete and utter fucking uuurrgggh!!!!!!!!!!

MY fault??? Once or twice, maybe yes. But not even in the examples he gave!! I was actually completely normal there, nice or tired even, and then I'm bitchy and chasing him out of the house???? I cannot FUCKING believe someone can be such a huge asshole! There isn't really a word for what a prick he is!

I am not taking this laying down! I'm being punished for fuck all! They don't even see it as a punishment. I have to spend more than a week in a house with someone I don't even like and who doesn't like me and we can't say 2 words to each other without fighting. Okay I get sibling fights but this is ridiculous! I want to kill him. Not haha I would like to kill him, I would literally enjoy stabbing a knife through his heart.

Blind, teary, shivering rage.

I can barely type because my fingers want to scrunch up in angry fists and I can't keep them straight because I'm shaking too much.

I need to study for my Business Law exam, I actually WANT to study for it, but I can't because I am so incredibly angry!!!

I actually don't know what to do I have never been THIS angry and I don't know what's going to come out of my mouth if I say something. I am afraid of my reactions now.

Let's all pray I can calm down and hopefully study.

I can't handle this shit anymore